To make a long story short, I low sided going about 50mph at a track day and broke 4 ribs clean in half and also my collar bone and just a little rash on the knee(textile pants). My question is this, this is my first wreck and it seems really bad even though it was really mild, I'll always have a huge lump on my collar bone, I broke 5 bones at once, I can't even lay in bed because of my brace going across my back for my collar bone and I sleep on a recliner in the living room(No lazy boy either!), I was in the hospital on morphine for 2days and in agony for 5 more there on perks! My bike only needs a couple fairings and a left engine cover and it's pretty much back to normal. I fear if I part with it I'll be miserable for ever, but if I don't I might end up meeting my maker sooner than I should! My wife wants me to get rid of it, I even said I'm never riding again a couple times while in severe pain and on Morphine of course! I want to just man up and keep it but I fear I'll just be thinking bout the next wreck everytime I ride and if it will be my last. I mean I'm no Matt Maladin or anything I never will be so one side of me thinks why take the risk and the other thinks "Wow there's no better feeling in the world, not even drugs than that engine pulsing between my legs and accelerating to the point of extasy!" What should I do? Start racing R/C cars!