snooped GF's facebook
i just snooped my girlfriends facebook after reading a thread about "littlefreak"s snooping experiences and found a conversation between her and some guy she knows, i tried to put his text in blue and hers in red, i heard having lots of babies makes you a woman you should look into that I haven't met anyone willing to help me with that. Are you offering your services???,well if someone has to do it lol , Got woken up way to early, but now im bored and thinking too much. I like you a lot and i have for a long time, i don't feel like i have been hiding it. Tho i do feel like im holding back. I want to know how you feel about me, just be honest about it is all im really asking. , Honestly? I don't know how to feel. I do like you a lot, always have but I don't think that long distance relationships usually work out. I think it would just suck for both of us. I'd like to see you again when you get out of the marines. I feel like your are the best girl I am going to find, and that i am not going to find anyone better. and Just having a chance with you, regardless of how far away it is, would kill any chance i have with being serious with someone else, and its not something i want to do ...its not something i will do. I am not suggesting anything right now, and i really just want to talk about it, Its my opinion that you can make anything work just a matter of how much you want it. If there was no other feasible way, i could wait for you as long as it would take. However i don't feel like its necessary that we wait, but rather its just your choice to wait then anything else. I know it would take a lot to try anything but that's kind of the point in talking about it. boy ...sigh whole point in this to me is for you to just say you don't want anything from me. Everything you do towards me suggests it, Honestly its something i do often to girls that i don't want to be seriously involved with but don't want to hurt them by lying. I never had any expectations from this... i just need you to say it so i can let go, because i do mean what i am saying. Do you want to let it go? I'll lie to you if you want me to. i want to be with you. i cant take a halfhearted resolve tho... im not going to just standby as some kind of backup plan , I don't want you to be my backup plan. I'm saying that I want to be your backup plan. more to the point what your saying is you want me to keep you in mind in case everything else doesn't work out... a back up plan. what i am saying is i don't want to make a back up plan, i want you to be the main plan, or i need to start doing my best to forget about the whole thing altogether.