Then quit riding until you get your priorities sorted. It's really not that difficult just choose what is most important to you and focus on that.
You think you are short on cash now what's going to happen when you launch yourself over the handlebars, fuck up the bike, your body and everything else. How much renovation are you going to get done laid up in the hospital or worse?
Personally I don't get it anyway you have plenty of money to spend on tires and track days and stupid shit trying to band-aid your bikes shit handling, but hell you have more slide moments and saves in one session than I have had in the last 2 years.